the fish soup chronicles;

DEAD.

2011-06-20T06:14:00.000+08:00

I HAVE 6 DAYS-ISH TO STUDY. DIE. DIE. DIE.

Careful

2011-06-12T14:41:00.000+08:00

"I settle down, a twisted up frown.
Disgused as a smile, you would've never known."

I've been shilly-shallying.

2011-05-01T19:32:00.000+08:00

Covering the Eye...or rather Eyes of the tiger.

Really really need to start on my assignment manz.

Like. Now.

Awesome, just awesome.

2011-04-30T23:58:00.001+08:00

GOOD HOT HOT FRIDAY.

2011-04-23T04:03:00.000+08:00

Hoho. Awesome day, despite finding out you deleted our photo album before I got to deleting it. Boo.
You and your elephants are dead to me.

K bye.
Once again, I had an awesome day with awesome people.
Everything was awesome, from the scorching heat at Henderson wave to the gay couple at The Cathay.

c:

yay. moving on.

How I met your mother - Season 2

2011-04-06T01:05:00.000+08:00

My goodness this photo looks sl*tty, but my hair looks nice. Meh.

Hahas sooooo..I just got a new laptop.

Been doing nothing with it but watching movies/tv series.

Watching "How I met your mother" now. Woots. (Y) Lovin' it.

xoxo.

I'm expericing the 1000th way to die - Severe heartache.

2011-04-05T13:08:00.000+08:00

"Did I disappoint you?
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without."

U2 - One.

Dedicated to the Heartbroken Hotties.

Moving on. Trying my best.

Say it isn't so, tell me you're not leaving.

2011-03-29T12:42:00.001+08:00

Woke up feeling miserable..

Because life is painful.
Because I wasn't careful,
that I fell.
Because now it hurts like hell.
Because I still love you.

Why oh why did I cry,
My tears, your fears.
You didn't fight.
Now I'll never see the light.

I'm just gonna lay here senseless,
Trying to stop crying but I'm helpless.

I'm a weakling.

All this pain, let it rain.
To wash away, why couldn't we just run away.

Secretly I hope you'd tell me that it was all a joke, that I'm on punk'd.
That you didn't mean what you said yesterday. But now I'm left alone wishing you'd come back.

You asked to be friends. How can I be when all I've known was otherwise..
What do you want? For me to act like we've never kissed? Pretend that we've never met?
Just tell me to call your bluff now, please.

Here I am pouring out my heart and soul. Argh.
I'm as clingy as cling-film on a delicious fudge cake. Squeezing the deliciousness out of it.
Stop me someone, anyone.

And I know, all the things I say will never bring you back.

Was once a lover.
Now I'm a loner.

And I dedicate this song to myself. Go listen to it.
"Heartache - Justin Bieber". Summarises it, us.
Do you really "arrow three" me no more?

Forget you.

2011-02-24T01:20:00.000+08:00

Went to the airport today with Naq&Han<3
Had fun playing Monopoly deal/Uno/Taiti (is it spelt like that)/Old J.

:)

Haha fb profile photo worthy?

Much much much Happier.
<3

Just give me time and I'll get over it.

2011-02-22T15:02:00.000+08:00

So yesterday I got into utter turmoil which I felt could not be salvaged. But thank goodness I was wrong. (thank goodness for that)

I'm feeling pretty calm now.

Now reading a book "Happiness sold separately by Lolly Winston", the book isn't one of my fave/best reads of all time. But it's predictablity allows me to relate and that in it's own part is endearing.

"you start out thinking you have so much in common then before you know it..." -pg 104

Haha isn't that how it usually starts out?

:)

Why is this happening? I'm just sucha noob.

2011-02-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

Falling in love, been doing most of the fall these days. Until I did hit rock bottom. Life's just bitter now.. or rather I feel bitter.

Well the one thing that disheartens me the most is the fact that, I can communicate with so many other people but I just can seem to find that connection with him. I did my best to not over-analysize at the beginning and after a while it just seemed to him that I wasn't really interested / indifferent. Now I analysize to the point that I'm over analysizing, now I just seem too clingy and yesterday I definitely felt like he held me in his arms truly because he pitied me.

As I'm typing this, my handphone right infront of me : no text from him as of late. My house phone right infront of me : fingers itching to call him. How now?

I remembered our first meeting, it was a pleasant one. Ending without a hug. o: Then it follow by another meeting. This time it ended with a hug. Then came our short but sweet phone conversations. Once you told me what A.M. meant, which was After Meridian. (I remember that because it's written on my whiteboard, still is.)

But I guess all good things do come to an end. I just can't register it in my head that you said you love me and then dump me the next day. Sigh, *cue waterworks*.

As I'm typing this I'm chatting with other people, they are consoling me. It only takes 3 words to get them to empathize, to understand what I'm going through. Erwin says it's bearable, it just stings a little.

I'm glad he understands without me saying much.

I feel better, for now at least.
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And then you just had to text me.. How now?

-igotdumped

Uncharted waters. Thank God I can swim. ^-^

2011-01-25T01:13:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to my nerd. *grins*

I <3 the library.

Missed. Misses. Missing. Gone. Yeah, you.

2010-12-27T06:17:00.000+08:00

Haha so the last I posted was October eh, cool. Gave blogging bout November a complete miss. Ah well, I believe I'm the only one who reminsces on stuff I post here so yeah.

& today, in a spur of random-ness decide to blog again. Haha okay truth is, I'm here to rant.

To Mr I-like-but-not-love-you,
You've officially avoided for me for the past two weeks or so, but as the saying goes "Absence makes the heart grow fonder". Seriously I've tried all sorts of methods to remove you from the equation that I know can't be solved. You didn't even provide me with a reason, you just feigned ignorance. I really thought you liked me, you said you did. I believed you. I should've seen it coming. Liar.

Foolish of me huh. Naive.

Listening to B2ST/BEAST.

Suddenly I've lost the urge to blog. Suddenly I feel weary.

Breathe.

I definitely feel that this post is imcomplete, I will try to finish it some other day.

I so need to brush up on my english, time to hit the books, from the library that is.

Bye.

''You love me from my hair follicles all the way to my toes''

2010-10-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

it's like ready, set, go.

The only way to get through this battle unscathed is to fight with extreme accuracy and agility. Anticipating the opponents move is quintessential without it, there goes half the battle. The other half is to be approached with caution yet each move has to have a principle amount of pugnacity. Along with the fundamentals (e.g. will, courage) and a plan, we've won. Even if we haven't, it'll just be a stepping stone to greatness.

''The secret of success is to know something that nobody else knows'' by Aristotle Onassis.

it's safe to say i'm losing. oh shit. now i'm really losing. Gonna study now! all is not lost. Ok go.

30days gone in a flash. / I'm gna get you!

2010-09-10T03:14:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin.

<3

(Y) (L) / HAMs expire.

2010-09-05T18:13:00.000+08:00

Watching A Television Program.

Flowery Quilt.

Hi Mole and Fujifilm.

Messy/Oh no~

Brown Cabinets.

Bliss/Knowledge.

New lips.

Hmm i bought a new camera ytd! Yes i did get ripped off. It's okay, photos above all taken using the camera.

To Jo

Thanks for being so fickled, you've taught me the signs that a guy shows when he doesn't want to commit.

I'm sure that it'll come in handy in the future. Nevertheless i'll be here for you. Friends forever.

Yours Sincerely

Nabilah Tang.

Milkshake.

Metallica- Master of Puppets (Y)

2010-08-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA. it's a good song.

COURSEWORK PART B, OVER. MOCK EXAMS, OVER (well, almost).
NOW, COURSEWORK PART A.

The daunting deadline is slowly, okay not slowly but is fast approaching. - fast reaching terminal velocity at which i'd prolly be expected to hand it in. 40 PAGES. seriously, i'm screwed.

MAN DO I NOT HANDLE PRESSURE WELL. GET A GRIP.

dying. bye.

D':

2010-07-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

You've moved on while i'm still stuck here.
You're killing me ~~sweet~~.

DPA?

2010-07-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

1. Men are NOT mind readers.

2. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

3. Crying is blackmail.

4. Ask for what you want.

Let us be clear on this one:

Subtle hints do not work!

Strong hints do not work!

Obvious hints do not work!

Just say it!

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5. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

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6. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

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7. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. See a doctor.

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8. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.

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9. If you won't dress like the Victoria 's Secret girls, don't Expect us to act like soap opera guys.

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10. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.

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11. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one

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12. You can either ask us to do something Or tell us how you want it done. Not both.

If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.

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13. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

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14. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

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15. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.

Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

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16. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," We will act like nothing's wrong.

We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

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17. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.

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18. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really .

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19. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation, or golf.

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20. You have enough clothes.

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21. You have too many shoes.

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22. I am in shape. Round IS a shape!

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Credits to : http://gleez.com/articles/relationship/23-facts-about-guys-every-girls-should-know

stressing over dpa.

user busy/ sen with beloved E3. c:

2010-07-04T21:37:00.000+08:00

HAHA. went out with my fellow classmates, wasnt quite like what i'd expected.
I expected, awkward & boring. It turned out to be the opp. Hehe, gabby is cute. (:

OH! i just rmb-ed i was angry at my mommy then i realised i can't stay angry at her for long, cause she won't console me but only flare up -so too bad for me lor. >.<

gabby, me. *smiles*

at Swensen's with almost everyone! BONDING. (:

Today's like post-outing fever. :P

my lunch, whipped cream with oat cookies and toast with cheese. mm *smiles widely*

Tomorrow's outing with Desiree, weee photo-taking time.

zwx, text/call me la.

4E3 <3

xwzekili.

2010-07-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA. attempt you understand my title people!

tmr sen again this time with my classmates.

Hmm someone's going facial tmr? LOL.

anw, i hope you're serious because i am.

Though i may not say it out-loud, i'm sorry i'm shy!

i'll try my best k.

I really hope you won't have a change of heart.

AW MAN! WHR'S MY MEM CARD (AGAIN!)?!

p.s. i get jealous easily and i'm shy.

and you're cute.

Love revolution.

2010-06-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's the last day of hols, i'm really nervous for school.

Because 1) i've not completed any of my homework (any.)

2) i know i have a lot to catching up to do, which i know i should've done during the hols.

I'm sad too, 1) I've wasted almost all of my hols, doing nothing fruitful for what's gna come
2) Since tmr i'll prolly want to complete most of my homework, i wanted to talk to you.*

* I called you just now, i know you said you'd call me back but..i dont know.. you always say that and you always end up not calling me back or even text me for that matter. I'm really disappointed and after what you said to me a couple of days ago. Well, no point dwelling on things just wished they were leveled with what i expected.

Haha okay come to think of it all the posts i've posted throughout this week has been full of emotional vomit. Hahaha well not as if people read my blog anw.

Time to spice things up, with some photos. :P

Smiling for my lunch/dinner is infront of me.

boooooo. food: hey hey, eat me!

My compact which i use a lot, my phone which i don't use a lot.

went out to orchard w/ mommy<3 ytd, bought this.

(Oh! went to hosp to visit Nashy, and went home w/ a huge blister)

This was taken today, i look funny so i made the size smaller. c:

Hope Nashy feels better and heals fast.

Hope I finish all my hw by tmr.

Hope he calls me.

Hope i become less boring.

With Love,

Belly Tang

tei.

2010-06-24T11:01:00.000+08:00

Haha, watch toy story 3 with someone boring sitting beside you

so you can actually concentrate.

i couldn't concentrate.

G'Morning. *smiles*

What do mean

2010-06-13T20:44:00.000+08:00

LOL. felt like blogging just now, but the feelings gone now.
Hopefully will be going out tmr. :)

k that's about it.

Mr Jung Ji Hoon, I may just have to betray Chang Min for him. >.<

I'm really trying my best.

2010-06-09T04:45:00.000+08:00

what's with the title?
A few things actually..
1. Trying my best to lose weight.
2. Trying my best to not obsess about guys
3. Trying my best to not be such an ass or boring to people
4. Trying my best to not use the laptop at the hour.

The ones that i prioritise are number 1. and 4.
Okay 4. is really important because i really can't afford to waste time.

Anw, shall post more later when i'm officially 'awake' (Seeing that it's 0443 now, needa sleep soon)
Oh note to self, post flower photos and post bout person that called me gay. haha.

Eat my kisses

2010-06-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

Why did you have to enter my life? Okay, not that i don't want you in my life..as a matter of fact i really do want you here..you make me love you then you had to freaking leave huh?!

That may sound cheesy to you. But seriously? seriously? -.-

Anw' i've been under a ton of stress lately. You might ask stressed from what, I know i don't look stressed at all?
Well, it's coming up to the 2nd week of my holidays and that means 22 weeks left (thereabouts). If you've noticed that i've been online more often (everyday, for more than 6hours), then you should prolly see my cause for worry. If you still don't get it, it means the more i play the less i study. Not studying equates to wasting time. The more i waste time, the less i have to study. Man, i need to study. Yet i'm here- telling the whole world that i'm not putting my time to good use..

On the bright side, okay not really just on another note. I'll be having my first tuition session tomorrow, wheeee~ I don't know i kinda feel that this is only hope. Please save my soul dear tutor. I am dying here.

OKAY GOING ON MY TO-DO-LIST RIGHT ON THE TOP:

READ YOUR LIBRARY BOOKS.

hehe yes i know i'm starting small but it's a start nonetheless.

i'm so over guys. Knowledge is the way to go~

18-hr a day.

2010-06-03T02:29:00.000+08:00

One day have 24 hours so 24 hours - 18hours = 6 hours,

lol. 18 hours to accompany you live your life, 6 hours for only me.

I had my fnn prac today. Grrrr, messed up the quiche.
the decor was okay luh. I hope i passed.

To A : Thanks for making the elephants for me last minute. <3

Oh, on monday while everyone else was stressing over their exams i was bored, really bored.
So i did this.. (warning if you're afraid of colour please close this window now)

overall.

yes yes, this is really really random. :/

close - up

LOL. did it scare you? because it irritated my mother.

yeah irritated because she said i was wasting my time on this.

Fact of the matter is it took me 10mins to do, okay maybe 15mins.

& i did read my book after that so i din really waste my time whattt.

So after clearing it off.. I did it again..

Like omg.

I know i look like i have all the time in the world.

But truth is, i only have 4 months left..

Time to read the books i've borrowed and willing be borrowing in the near future.

I gotta say, procrastinating will bring me to my demise if it's not averted.

Ahyo, my english sucks.

to person G : if you din want to commit, you shouldn't have attract me in the first place.what with the i less than three you, grrrr you know that phrase is gna traumatise me for life.what if my future husband says that to me. i don't wna be remembering you. man...if he does say that to me, i'll forever be insecure - whether he'll leave me or not. & Because you said that i wasn't the only one you know, i'll think i'm not the only person he thinks about. & because you din wna commit due to such frivolous reasons, okay maybe not frivolous but more self-centered.. i would think that i'll never be good enough as i'm not perfect and my flaws will always show. Okay maybe i don't want to fully commit too but you can always text or call me. Hello...you asked for my number and now you're not even texting. At least tell me you're interested..you said you wanted to be withsomeone that would spend 18-hrs with you, i'm here yet you shunned me. Well i'm pretty sure that once you see this message you prolly won't contact me anymore. you know i feel, me : texting you. you : replying a whole bunch of other girls then me.

to Mrs Aliff J. : Sorry i wasn't online just now, was tired and apparently fell asleep.

well i'm off to bed now.

fruitful day.

<3argh. reminds me of you.

Never took the time

2010-05-27T19:32:00.000+08:00

i'm in the car. apparently, not a lot of people are online at this time. So i have nothing much to do.
I din bring my phone too so yeah. Anw! I got back my results today - it was shitty.

Well i'm gna need MANY MANY MORE STUDY DATES!

up for it?

Haha, random photos in the car with the webcam.

<3

jealous*

2010-05-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

Happy birthdy Erwin Matin. *smiles*

Give it to my Y. Until whenever. Ten.

2010-05-18T21:13:00.000+08:00

haha so i was texting today then i realised.

Nehmind is not equal to Nevermind.

Most of the time i had use nehmind which prolly means i'm a little irritated but it's all good.

But Nevermind means i'm totally pissed at you, so dont text me. LOL. kay random much.

anw today's marking day, din go out but the day wasnt totally wasted.

cleared my room. Hehe now it's people-friendly.

Oh, p.s. if you live really far from me and you wna meet me then don't expect to go there 'for you'

99% of guys are pervs. Prince Charming's in that 1% but where is he?

Sigh dreading tmr. really. really. dreading.

anyone wants to buy that white thing?

2010-05-15T23:45:00.001+08:00

me : updating my blog, you?

someone random: watching glee.

hahahaahahahahahahhahahahahaha.

This is Nabilah reporting, glee fever

has taken over and it is like a virus

correction, super virus.

anw, wna buy that white thing on me?

(free size: if a fat person like me can fit, so can you)

me : :)

person S: why so happy?

me : k lor..

person S: hahaha

okay okay

happy happy

BELLY TANG willing be attening Mrs A.B's sister's wedding tmr.

to BELLY TANG, HAW-NY DUL & VINDY SINGH :

reporting time 1045 at small mac.

p.s i wna hear your voice. :-$

Happy advanced birthday Desiree.

100

2010-05-14T22:41:00.009+08:00

Belly Tang, age 16 by the end of Oct 1, wants a 1.8m-tall prince charming.

Prince charming = 1.8m, nice voice, mixed, braces.

where are you? i'm still here, waiting.

while i was 'studying' for poa.

'handsome castle'

was really lazy to think of something to post.

anyway, had my POA paper two today.

That's another underline going on my report book.

'faraway land of prettiness'

I want to go shopping.

how do i look?

2010-05-09T19:43:00.000+08:00

HEHE first of, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY to all the mothers out there and of course to my mom.
mothers' day is not about showing your love for your mother in one day then thats it. But it is the one day that everyone in the world recognises to appreciate and express your love physically to your mother. Because it is not often that ordinary people like me spend a whole lot of money to pamper my mommy. I mean i just can't afford to buy for her things everyday for the rest of my life nor do i have the time to bake and etc.

It's more special if it doesnt happen all the time, to me anw.

nonetheless i love my mom and will continue doing so for the rest of my life.

On another note, I think my dream guy appeared in my life.
1.8m, BRACES, CHINESE, FUNNY. NICE VOICE? not sure yet.

but i doubt he'll be mine. they always go away after awhile. D':

Rain - Love song

2010-05-08T13:35:00.001+08:00

Hehe am at my granny's house now, well should prolly be in religious class now.
But some miscommunication led me to thinking that my mom said i dont have to go.
So most prolly now i won't be able to use the computer..etc for the rest of my weekend. Hmm yay i suppose, no reason to procrastinate.

Social studies and Principal of Accounts on monday. Sigh, won't be able to see person S online. o:

I seriously need an english tutor.

No photos for now.

I'm hungry. :x

BELLY TANG

2010-05-07T22:53:00.001+08:00

Today's science pract. , nothing to say bout it really. I mean not only is my gradient like waaaayyyyyyyyyy different from everyone,
but the graph (which i had learnt from my peers) is apparently going downwards -
whereas my brilliant graph is going upwards. tsk tsk.

Anw after went over to NTUC with '' I LOVE MOM '' GANG, hehe bought some stuff peaches, icing sugar etc. Went to Ferra's place to carry out our missions & completed it successfully, but i dont have any photos.

o:

Person K : You know, you say blah blah blah then you expect me to answer what you wna hear. Then after i answer you freaking not talk to me. Hmph.

Person J/B : If you're not gna commit then stop pulling me in. If you're gna hurt me (which you are), then spare me. period.

Mrs A.B. : Hehe '' it'll be our little secret ''

~~Mrs~~ Miss A.G.L : You should know what the G stands for. & you have a seriously nice (chuck-full-of-peanut-butter) cake.

<3

Fever - 38.0

2010-05-04T19:44:00.000+08:00

Hehe today had english mid year examinations. Omg words fail me, i hated it both.
I mean i had a hard time thinking of how to spell protege. Sigh. I'm sick, :D

Person S : Hehe hey new friend, just wanted to say you're cute. really. Braces! *grins*

Oh i felt cold during the exam. I'm sitting in the middle and winds, whoa whatever i just felt cold,
I felt tortured. Went home. Became really really sick. Took medicine became ok. Then ate rice and broccoli.
watched a movie, texted some people. I feel sick again.

Person J/B : i forgot your name. you'll be leaving soon whereas i'll still be here.

Yours faithfully,
The person who owes N, N, H, H fifty cents each tmr.

'The moon is square'

2010-05-02T14:23:00.000+08:00

Cinderella's stepsister, i watch like two episodes of it. <3
i like you. do you?

Over my head: "But that's disregard, find another friend and you discard"

2010-04-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

: boy - ...
: boy - am i losing you?
:
: girl - what? boy - nothing

You rejected me, then gradually stopped talking to me.

I was..disheartened.

Then you talked to me, what are you expecting now?

green toenails no more.

2010-04-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

hehe i painted my toenails green just now, then my nails pink.
then it din really match so i removed the green.

My mom's baking now for tomorrow's family gathering.
anw i just came here to upload a photo i took ytd. o:

Oh i have a few things to say :
I miss the good ol' days. a lot. I'm trying my best.
Will always be patiently awaiting your arrival.

is my ear small? oo

Back to you.

2010-04-13T19:50:00.006+08:00

well' i've been thinking.

would you rather that special someone (to you) tell you he/she loves you but in truth he/she doesn't really love you OR be together with a guy/girl (that loves you) but cheats on you?

Haha. That's random, but which would you rather?

That's about it, for now.

To person A : Hehe, i'm glad you were kidding. *smiles*

To person C : i won't hate you luh, but it's just disheartening.

THE WORRY-FREE BAKERY.

2010-04-12T15:20:00.000+08:00

To person A : I hope you're kidding about the 8 weeks thing.

To person B : Can you please notice me?

To person C : I'll talk to you tonight kay?

To mommy : I'm really hungry and broke now. How bout that new camera we've been talking about and a fudge brownie?

To girl A : Happy soon-to-be birthday girl!

To girl B : Happy soon-to-be-birthday too!

To both girl A and B : i'm going broke.

To girl that lives in my room : Happy soon-to-be birthday too!!

121:AM

2010-04-11T22:32:00.000+08:00

I AM NOT COMPLICATED. I AM NOT COMPLICATED. I AM NOT COMPLICATED.
I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY. I AM HAPPY.
I LOVE ME. I LOVE ME. I LOVE ME. I LOVE ME. I LOVE ME. I LOVE ME. I LOVE ME.
I HAVE SMALL EYES. I HAVE SMALL EYES. I HAVE SMALL EYES. I HAVE SMALL EYES.
I HAVE BLACK HAIR. I HAVE BLACK HAIR. I HAVE BLACK HAIR. I HAVE BLACK HAIR.
I AM BROWN. I AM BROWN. I AM BROWN. I AM BROWN. I AM BROWN. I AM BROWN.

PLEASE DON'T EXPECT ANYTHING FROM ME. I HATE THAT.

in out, in out.

2010-04-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

went to the library. borrowed 4 books.
deadline : 30th April.

this is an extremelyyyyyyyy random webcam photo. :D

anw, i have five hours of flag day tmr.

see you in the streets of S'pore.

Loves.

MONSTER.

2010-04-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

sigh, sad and fat. text me or something i'm going offline.

Hello you

2010-04-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

Well i'm back with photos. family love.

Oh, i was about to eat just now.

Before that i changed my dp on msn.

Me: Is my dp okay?

Person: Yeah you look slim, not that you look fat or anything

cause you're not blah blah blah

Me: Haiyo i was about to eat......

So i decided not too eat.

Hehe, 'say Happy birthday to granny for me'

should i?

2010-04-02T14:13:00.003+08:00

WAHAHA. i updated my ipod ytd woo aft 4 years ++

Oh took some photos too.

ATTENTION PEOPLE IF YOU ARE FREE PLEASE,

PLEASE DO NOT HESITATE TO INVITE ME OUT.

i'll update again later with a couple of photos.

Granny/Granpa's

2010-03-22T12:04:00.003+08:00

oh my gosh, i can sooooo relate.
Some thin people..tsk

March Hols are officially over
and as you can see i'm not in school.
Dont worry everyone! i'll be back tmr, rest assured.

loves.

i don't wna retain.

waiting for a miracle.

2010-03-21T01:04:00.002+08:00

contrary to the photo, i'm gna have to devote myself to complete my homework.

God please help me in my pursuit of conquering my laziness.

I dearly miss you , i'm not being random. you ask why, i say it's been awhile.

you hang with them, i (we) watch you have a good time.

To tss : that N girl's prettier/thinner than me. Insecure ~

LOVES.

open for all to see.

2010-03-20T22:46:00.003+08:00

tomorrow's sunday, i have a ton of homework.

which i'm gna start doing soon.

my eyes hurt.

i am Selfish.

2010-03-17T21:34:00.003+08:00

what do i do now?
2hr 23mins left.

Look at me, look at you.

2010-03-12T22:40:00.005+08:00

Hehe well it's been awhile since I've blogged, obvious.

Anw today 12th March, my groupmates have gotten a tune and lyrics ready!!

yay! finally something we can strike off our list.

The only thing left to do is,

-Go to our location

-Film somethings needed

-Then animate it

-Fit in song (oh need a singer now)

-Touch-ups

-Finalisation (get an audience)

-Hand in.

Well that's not a lot, right...

Hehe. Off to bathe now.

Loves.

Part A.

2010-02-08T20:12:00.002+08:00

Coursework part A.

Food and nutrition coursework part A.

Gce 'O' level Food and nutrition coursework part A.

haha, from this we can infer/conclude that i'm currently chatting on msn and... totally delaying..

attractive no. two doesnt like me,

aw. bye uh.

an overview.

2010-02-07T00:10:00.002+08:00

- went to religious class, which wasnt really bad
- had a late lunch
- waited about an hour
- went cycling (to east coast)
- came back to discover that i'd gained weight
- hmmmm something that i cant say in fear of hurting someone/thing

- Someone didnt go online today. )':

currently : dieting

Three

2010-02-05T23:46:00.002+08:00

sigh. I can barely open my eyes.
And i wouldn't want to..at least until tomorrow's over.

why? i have class, in the late morning. 1130-1430/1500.

and after that if i wanna go out i'll have very little time to, my curfew's at 9?

ok, bye.
i have a chance,
attractive!

take me as i am..

2010-01-31T00:52:00.003+08:00

Ahh sunday, have to go to religious class.
i got a new phone.

i don't know what i'm feeling now..hmm..i feel nothing now.

not happiness.
not sadness.
not anger.
not jealousy.
definitely, not love.

o please don't get me wrong, i'm so not emo now. well, just not feeling anything.

went out ytd, i mean just now with my cousin... got a few photos. (really lazy to upload :P)

anw, today's Astrology :

Lucky colour : Orange
Lucky time(or sth like that) : 2pm

not like i'm really into this, but look at it. like my fave colour and such a significant time.

hm, love

the kill. - tired of being fat/sick of being ugly.

2010-01-03T18:07:00.002+08:00

back for Batam. yes, i didn't sell myself. -..-
quite a lot of photos, want to upload but not using my mom's laptop (cause it'll take forever)

tmr's the start of a new school year, since that's the talk of the day..
shall talk about it, no point not bringing it up since EVERYONE must say the phrase
: "oh, tomorrow school"
though i feel i should be irritated/slight agitated.. i'm not.

why should i right?

i mean, it's inevitable. so why bother stressing about it.
as for ugly haircuts, *looks at mirror* i already have one. but heck, it'll grow.
as for new bags, i don't have one. Ah, it's the last year so who gives a sh*t?
as for new people in my school, should i be concerned about this?

Anw, people! you should talk to me today. My threshold of getting irritated is at an all time low.
Woo!!!!! Oh, will upload some photos later. hehe, really lazy to do it now.

<3

0101. time to get a panacea.

2010-01-01T19:53:00.003+08:00

hehe. start of a new year!
new resolutions, new beanies, new challenges, new shoes.

going away tmr, for two days and one night. (duh!)

really nervous for the year ahead, time to buck up.
seriously! or i'm going hire someone to slap you sixteen
times. i swear, you can count on that nabilah.

brush up on your english! it's pathetic, comtemptible i dare say.

o:

anw, happy new year everyone!
may the year be filled with love, luck and good health.

to my great band of friends, love you all.
i miss you people dearly! we'll meet in sch yes,
but lets to everything behind us eh. i'm trying my best now.
hoping you will too.

cheers to everyone else!

<3

hehe.

2009-12-26T21:59:00.002+08:00

wheeeeeeeeee ~ it's been awhile since i've used my laptop. lovin' it.

Teeth sensitivity.

2009-12-20T21:39:00.001+08:00

really super lazy to blog.
no, i did not lose weight.
gained instead - "come on, it's the hols."

<3

Cogitate - to think/ponder

2009-12-10T23:47:00.006+08:00

Been listening to this super catchy song.

has to do with Colour. o:

so i went to wikipedia.com and searched on Colour Therapy/Chromotherapy.

hehe. so the Orange is the Second Chakra, located at the Pelvis.
the Alleged function is Energy levels and associated system is the Lungs.
bet you didn't know that.

then went on to the link on Colour symbolism & psychology. while INFP's busy with some essay.(tsk tsk!)
Well, Orange represents this :

Orange is energy, enthusiasm, 'get-it-done' attitude, and balance.
& a bunch of other stuff which seemed like a bit of a bore.

o:

okay. will upload my other photos when i find my webcam. hehe.

bye, loves.

Someone's kitty.

2009-12-10T00:39:00.004+08:00

man~~!
another outing postponed.

i'm not even grounded yet i'm spending 97% of my holidays at home.
and the last time i went out(with my family), i got this hideous allergy.

ish ish, this is the effects of the allergy.
what allergy? unknown. wow.

hmm a couple of hours after. slowly going down.

okay enough of my allergy.
well, i got it after a whole lot of food and a little bit of cycling.
dont worry, it's better now and it's already been examined by the doctor and it's not contagious. hehe.

so, went out ytd with my cousin to the library! woooooo~
borrowed some books. wow. took us like 20mins to figure out how to borrow books.
tsk tsk. oh yeah, bought new shorts. uploaded a photo of it (below) with my fatty thighs.

new shorts and fatty thighs.

my pretty cousin. i know you agree with me.

my allergy, slowly going away.

well well well, hope to go out soon.
will post more, hopefully.
if i'm not too lazy, well i'll try not to be (for the sake of some people/person, namely INFP)

word of the day: RATIOCINATION!
ooh, boombastic enough?

1. The process of logical reasoning.

well nights. gotta change something important.
hehe, loves. *kisses*
: )

songs of coloured love/melon man.

2009-12-05T23:45:00.004+08:00

APPLE CRUMBLE.

totally forgot that i had a blog.
well, nothing much has happened.

went out with the usual people, plan to do it again on thursday.

going out tomorrow.
complete your 2000 word essays people, (hehe.)

ENFJ & INFP natural partners eh?

big old car.

2009-11-28T22:10:00.002+08:00

SUPERFICIAL :
1.being at, on, or near the surface

2.of or pertaining to the surface

3.external or outward

4.concerned with or comprehending only what is on the surface or obvious

5.shallow; not profound or thorough

6.apparent rather than real

7.insubstantial or insignificant

Robin Thicke - Dreamworld / o:

surgery.

2009-11-27T17:04:00.003+08:00

rofl. lip surgery?

from 2 weeks to 1 week.

2009-11-23T12:50:00.002+08:00

affable :

Easy to speak to; receiving others kindly and conversing with them in a free and friendly manner.

Gracious; benign.

haha. was grounded for 2 weeks but i guess i've been good so it's been reduced to one week.
so now using my freaking laptop, which refuses to allow me to log into msn.

grrrrrrrr, well a lot of things have happened since i was gone. k, feel so lazy to update.

had tuition just now, haha was texting people with my old phone. come to dislike touch screen phones. o:

will upload some photos of myself later.

fresh.

2009-11-10T20:47:00.005+08:00

on the way there.

is it a spider?

bean that dropped on to my head.

i bit the side of my lip.

mm, the hot sun ~

on the way to jb.

keeping a friendship can be tiring : but it's all worth it.
that's about it, a gist of my trip.

perceptions.
if you follow your own then,
how can you ever better yourself?

:'( ?

woah.

2009-11-09T23:29:00.002+08:00

MISTAKES :

1.	an error in action, calculation, opinion, or judgment caused by poor reasoning, carelessness, insufficient knowledge, etc.

2.	a misunderstanding or misconception.

yo. haha, i'm using my laptop today so will not be uploading my photos of yesterday.
well for those of you who din know, i went to a picnic with my family ~ wooooooo.

at?

punggol beach.

wahahahaa, i know like people's reactions will be like ''huh? punggol beach?''
or some truly blur ones not mentioning names but (bunny) ''there's a punggol beach?''

k. i'm not sure if the place is called punggol beach but i think it is. you know, it has sand..water..people fishing..

obor. over and out.
oh yeah, we played marco polo today
(hidayuh, me, naqiah and hanissah)
guess who was marco?

Unwanted/

2009-11-07T22:57:00.003+08:00

okay. like seriously what's up?

you know, i feel like i've been pushed out of your thoughts.
seems like you don't even wanna talk to me - let alone get near me.

i'm at the verge of mental suicide.
what is it? what did i do to deserve this treatment? you know. i've always been open on my problems with whoever. but when it comes to you and your problems with me or whoever.

sharing just doesn't seem to be in your vocabulary.

i'll still be waiting, but you don't have to keep showing off you been happy, having fun with other people knowing fully that here i am suffering.

am i that bad of a friend?

One sky.

2009-11-07T21:13:00.001+08:00

PEOPLE :

3. human beings, as distinguished from animals or other beings

i din go to religious class today.
well, i actually really din wanna go so i took this lump thing on my eye as an excuse.
ok so the lump thing sounds disgusting.
hmm not really, you can barely see it.

but it hurts when i blink. heh just a wee bit though.

BIG MOMMA 2's on now. haha.

i'm still waiting.

Obstinate

2009-11-07T00:03:00.001+08:00

Argh.

vari2ty.

2009-11-06T20:37:00.004+08:00

smart drugs anyone?

in-tel-lect

–noun

1.	the power or faculty of the mind by which one knows or understands, as distinguished from that by which one feels and that by which one wills; the understanding; the faculty of thinking and acquiring knowledge.

2.	capacity for thinking and acquiring knowledge, esp. of a high or complex order; mental capacity.

3.	a particular mind or intelligence, esp. of a high order.

4.	a person possessing a great capacity for thought and knowledge.

minds collectively, as of a number of persons or the persons themselves

Constructive criticism

2009-11-06T18:19:00.006+08:00

went to collect my holistic report card with my mom.
huhu, i'm opinionated (which is a connotation itself) and i offend people.
well i apologise - to everyone on this note.
went like a half hour early then the allocated time. :P

Mommy.

took at train back, went to tamp mall.
ate at swensen's. ordered more than we could finish.
packed the rest/ stayed there for about an hour and a half.
(:
love the ice cream.

mom's

mine ~

went to isetan. bought a shirt and a dress.
mom bought bras.

the 'shirt'

enjoyed myself. love love.

need to lose weight! fast.
'I was crazy about you' and ' tired of waiting'

wow.

2009-11-05T23:38:00.003+08:00

woah, this blog is draining my energy. *winks*

again.

2009-11-05T21:39:00.004+08:00

i pressured you.
i took your space.
no wonder you went away.
delicate butterfly
in you; faith will never sway.

i'll back off then.
oui.
Coldplay- Shiver

suffocating you

2009-11-05T20:13:00.004+08:00

love

–noun

1.	a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

2.	a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

3.	sexual passion or desire.

4.	a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.

5.	(used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?

6.	a love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.

7.	sexual intercourse; copulation.

8.	(initial capital letter) a personification of sexual affection, as Eros or Cupid.

9.	affectionate concern for the well-being of others: the love of one's neighbor.

10.	strong predilection, enthusiasm, or liking for anything: her love of books.

11.	the object or thing so liked: The theater was her great love.

12.	the benevolent affection of God for His creatures, or the reverent affection due from them to God.

13.	Chiefly Tennis. a score of zero; nothing.

14.	a word formerly used in communications to represent the letter L.

updates

2009-11-05T16:18:00.002+08:00

packing for tuition now.
it's the holidays, it's raining. yet tuition is inevitable.

mm, math revision today.

well, i've been told to be patient.
but how can i when i've been on the waiting line too long.
you know, you don't have to tight-lipped about everything.
being frank would at least kill the suspense.

3 left, 2 gone.

~.~

2009-11-04T22:44:00.000+08:00

am i such a bad friend?

hobbies.

2009-11-04T21:22:00.003+08:00

friend

–noun

1.	a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.

2.	a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter

3.	a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile

4.	a member of the same nation, party

5.	a member of the Religious Society of Friends; a Quaker.

hmm, since my previous post was about activities with hidayuh, naqiah and hanissah.
shall post about hobbies.

my mom loves baking, i've been wanting to bake brownies and tiramisu.
mmmmmmm, well i've taken the liberty to search for some recipes..maybe i can go over to naqiah's or something to try them out. i'm sure we'll have a hell of a good time.
heck, we can go watch tv or something. maybe hindustan? hoho.

well, the brownies recipe :

Ingredients:

8- 1 ounce squares of unsweetened chocolate
1 cup butter
5 eggs
3 cups sugar
5 tablespoons of love
1 tablespoon vanilla
1-1/2 cups flour
1 teaspoon salt
2-1/2 cups chopped pecans or walnuts, toasted

Preparation:

Preheat oven to 375 degrees F. Grease a 9 x 13 pan.

- Melt chocolate and butter in a saucepan over low heat; set aside.
- In a mixer, beat eggs, sugar and vanilla at high speed for 10 minutes**. (depends on your mixer)
- Blend in chocolate mixture, flour and salt until just mixed.
- Add 5 tablespoons of love. (not too much)
- Stir in the nuts.
- Pour into prepared pan. (meaning gresed)

Bake for 35-40 minutes. (Don't overbake.)

mmm, for the tiramisu :

Ingredients:

6 egg yolks
1-1/4 cup sugar
1-1/4 cup mascarpone cheese
1-3/4 cup whipping cream, whipped
3/4 cup water
2 teaspoons instant coffee granules
5 tablespoons of friendship
1 - 1/2 tablespoon Marsala
2- 3 ounce packages ladyfingers
piped whipped cream
grated unsweetened chocolate

Preparation:

- Combine yolks and sugar in top of double boiler;
- beat at medium speed with electric mixer until thick and lemon colored.
- Bring water to a boil; reduce heat to low, cook for 8 to 10 minutes, stirring constantly.
- Remove from heat. Add cheese, and beat until smooth.

- Fold whipped cream into cheese mixture.
- Add 5 tablespoons friendship. (slowly, one tablespoon at a time)

- Combine water, coffee and Marsala.
- Brush on cut sides of ladyfingers. Line sides and bottom of trifle bowl with 36 ladyfingers.
- Pour in half of filling.
- Layer remaining ladyfingers on top; cover with remaining filling. Garnish with piped cream and chocolate shavings.
- Cover and chill for 8 hours.

mmmmm, i'm hungry man.

have fun trying out the recipes.
don't forget the ingredients in red!

too bad pork is not halal.

there are many fishes in the sea or .....pond?!

2009-11-04T20:25:00.003+08:00

well, as the title suggests ~

there are many fishes but they are super difficult to catch! :D
k, i'm talking about my fishing extravaganza at kids kampong!
i have some photos but they're very general. (well, din bring my camera so was super lazy)

aft. the pond fishing went for a picnic. ate a lot man!
omg, ytd i ate :
4 servings of nasi goreng
1 serving of mee goreng
lots of potato chips/crackers
a piece of bread with tuna

k, it may sound like little but it's like alot.

well, shall upload of the photos.

cute arnab.

hmm, they seem to be posing. 3 left.

the pond for rod-fishing.

aw, lonely bird.

heh, thats about it!
hahahahaha/ so many hours of fun i took only five photos!

well, more variety of photos in haney's blog.

bffl? what do you think?
p.s when's our next outing?

tired of waiting.

2009-11-03T23:42:00.002+08:00

went fishing today. with hanissah, hidayuh, naqiah and mon joined us later for our fiesta.
i gained weight man. ate sooooo much today.

~.~

love him, hate me instead.

2009-11-02T23:29:00.003+08:00

while there are girls who cried for days upon knowing his 'death', i on the other hand don't care and practically detest him because unfortunately he ultimately was the cause of everything (well almost). you know, he's never gonna come back just because a thousand or more girls like him, cried for him. heck, he doesn't know you and you all know that.

for my dear friend that regrettably fell into that category of girls that cried for his 'death'. i'm so very sorry that i introduced him to you and on my part i feel unappreciated as a friend or best friend that we used to be. you'd rather abandon me for a 'dead person'. well, if you actually read this post of mine, i'm sure you would tell your other friends, but if they are your friends then what are we? i don't think this post will get to you in any way i want it to, you'll probably be more interested in the fact that i called a perfectly life and healthy person dead.

you know, i really really miss you. but it doesn't matter does it. a few best friends or a pool of acquaintances. i know what you'll choose.

i hope this post gets you enervated, but i'm sure you won't cry because you care about the state of our friendship but for the 'dead person' instead. to some extent, i do hope you will bristle, at least then we would talk.

there, you said we have nothing much to talk about, i just created a topic. you know, excuses and procrastinating will lead to....what do you think?

so what if you're sorry but you don't do anything? i daren't say much, i know i have just a huge a portion of guilt as you do. i shadn't pressure you. but i say bffl? you say, idk.

anw, you'll always have a place in my heart. (:

what do you feel about s'poreans and singlish?

2009-10-17T14:02:00.000+08:00

haha. go and die.

the loop.

2009-10-03T20:16:00.002+08:00

modern day miracle, fitted with beautiful poetry narrated with eloquent language at such a high standard.

am here w/o photos. (go 'aw')
anw, just found that ne-yo's real name is Shaffer Smith, haha cute.

oh am here to tell you that i love the song ' I have a lover - Lee Eun Mi'
hmm, junsu's rendidtion of this song (w/ his friend) is nice too. :D
yeah its a korean song and most you people that know me aren't into koreans.

for those for aren't into koreans, hmmm it won't be long.

ouh, the song 'Must be love - Cassie ft. P.Diddy' isn't bad at all too.

well, as for my bday photos. haha.
i havent taken any photos of the presents, the only photos available in my deserted camera are the ones i took with my family. so haha. :D

will post them soon.

Thanks for the presents, love all of you.
Special thanks to Bunny, Cat, Tortoise, Fish, Sloth(Goat, idk sry), Worm, Berok(in eng? idkt, sry), Panther, Flamingo, Bird? k la, everyone actually.

& those who wished me 'Happy Bday' <3
except for attractive he din even look at me or wish me. (go aw......)

haha, love love.
obor over and out.

Hari Raya!

2009-09-21T15:43:00.004+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to everyone ~

Hari Raya is all bout forgiving, therefore, i would like to apologise to everyone for any hard feelings i've caused. I apologise for some harsh words i may have uttered that has hurt you in any way. I apologise for any wrongs i've done to you.

i've got some photos from ytd. :D <3 style="text-align: center;">

greeeen. :D

white, green. :)

okay, that's about it.
about the money i got, hmmmmm. i'll say less than 200.
but overall ytd was fun.
pretty tiring.
<3

if only

2009-09-16T19:11:00.002+08:00

3 weeks until the final year papers crush my tiny brain.
2 weeks until i grow a year older.
1 week until he comes back from Aus.
6 days until the first session of drama since the hols.
5 days until the second day of Hari Raya.
4 days until the first day of Hari Raya.
3 days until the eve of Raya.
2 days until my first ever flag day.

hmm, i got nothing for tomorrow. Haha!

well, as promised i have new photos of my self.
new season, more zhi-lian than ever!
(though i won't post today :l )

bought new heels today with mommy. Black in colour, again~

Ohohoh! Catburger texted me aft i call him ytd. I miss him so.
Hope to meet up with him soon. ~

cold H2O, mmmmmm*

Romantic

2009-09-07T12:25:00.002+08:00

sorry people, no photos.
using desktop/ need the songs man - laptop doesn't have songs

currently on Pet society and Sorority Life. *yawns*

ehhhh. when you all wna break fast with me?
i'll be waiting then.

~.~

Junsu <3

2009-09-06T14:49:00.002+08:00

INDIAN BOY !!
okay, i like the song eh.

oh and i'm playing sorority life ~ come on people join my sorority.
gogo! play, then inform me ~

FASTING MONTH!
hm, not losing weight. to look on the brightside, not gaining weight either.
come on body! lose some fats -.-

endless like the ocean blue.

2009-08-15T14:33:00.006+08:00

ahyoooooo. sorry for not updating but i'll post when i feel like it kay.
hm, a lot has happened since my sudden absence. well, the most recent thing that happened before i used my laptop to post this unusually boring post is..........I CLEANED MY ROOM !

people, go "wooooooooowwwww ~"

okay, i shall go get my cam and find photos to post. mmm.......give me a sec ~

aye, most recent photo. though its super blur, grrr.

went out with her after religious class. haha, i rmb what happened that day well..

saw her the same day after religious class.

ahh, those were the days...NASAN !

hahahaha, NASAN without one A..so...SANN !

swjj! jp! js! cm! tm!

oh. i need to brush up on my english. seriously. it's deteriorating!
ohmygosh, i had to go to dictionary.com to check out the spelling (which was obviously wrong) ~.~

grrrrr. okay. gna post.

currently listening to some people doing some cover of some of my fave songs.

young and in love.
endless like the ocean blue.

feelings still going strong, JP! beautiful cycle.

2009-07-10T23:34:00.002+08:00

okay, this post is like the most uninteresting post ever! gaaaaah. (don't bother reading it, there are NO photos)

i'm not even going to change the colour of the words, so please do yourself a favour and not read this pathetic post.

you may be wondering what's beautiful cycle, well it's the name of a band that JP's in.

okay, today i've been a little moody. I have no idea why, i just get irritated at the slightest thing people do/say.

Maybe it's becuase of how ii've been treated. Okay, it may also be in my mind but i feel like i'm not appreciated.

Though i also feel that i've been a totally brat these days, under the influence of a Superbrat(that shall not be named)
That person was super irritating too today. OMFG la, you should just ask Naqiah how many times we told the person to shut up, but she wouldn't.

That was only one incident, then another incident was that my cousin said something that i just felt it was irritaing. I think if i elaborate more bout it, you all will think im overreacting and really am spoiled.

but i'm not!

i think i'm becoming this way is because i feel under-apprecitated and my eye has been twitching since ytd!

-.-

if you actually read up till here, you're a great friend. i appreciate you for it.

& if you can't tell, i obviously am not happy and don't ask me why if you don't actually care.
don't ask me bout the superbrat, i won't entertain you. i'll just keep quiet ~

well, loves.
hope to be happier tomorrow.
kisses.

still loving JP.

2009-07-08T18:32:00.002+08:00

ahhahah. today was a pretty interesting day.
why?

cause it rained, for those who dont know or are too slow to figure it out.
i like the rain. (alot!)

sidetrack!

though i don't wanna get married on a day that its rain super heavily and everyone comes to my wedding soggy and wet.
but on a lighter note, i wna kiss in the rain. never tried, want to try. LOL.

today in school, Nash, Naqiah and I make a sort of bet thing.
whoever says OHMYGOSH, OHMY, MYGOSH, MYGOD, OHMYGOD, OMG..etc
has to pay 10cents for each time they say.

it was entertaining, as Nash was the one that suggested this game yet he was the one with the most amt. paid to our treasurer. (Hazirah)

oh, out of the four things on my list ytd :
1- the pe teacher didn't come.
2- overall of okay, except for the conv bit.
3- bought the pale/baby blue skirt with Naqiah and also for Hidayuh
4- ~.~ no updates.

okay, i have 2 more questions of english compre to complete.
grrrrrrrrrrr, i want to rant bout my new english teacher but i shall not.
Thank god, she's not taking over for the rest of the entire year *heaves out sigh of relief*

well, no photos for now.
if i go out with beylos this saturday then i shall post bout the outing.
now i'm eating a sandwich, which i shouldn't. meh.

JS, JP, TM. <3

p.s. did you visit JP's youtube page?
what do you think? cute eh?
sorry no photos today, tomorrow. i promise.
*holds out pinky*

Jae Park. Lovebug.

2009-07-07T21:21:00.004+08:00

okay, so sorry i neglected you blog for almost a month. yesyes, desiree 27days.
well, i'll post again soon/ hopefully this weekend.

ohohoh. i was listening to some cover versions of korean songs from different people and i came across this particular guy that's superbly attractive to me.

He's Jae Park, 16, a junior in high school, living in USA (aw!)
His voice is smooth, melodious and his Lips (OHMYGOSH,OHMYGOSH) is full and pink. (sexy!)

you people should visit his profile. you can search yellowpostitman or copy and paste the link thats two sentences after this fullstop --> .
ohmygosh, hear him sing. one song will lift you almost to Heaven.
focus on the lips to eh. (no? well, can't force you. your loss anw)

www.youtube.com/yellowpostitman

I'll try to get a photo of him or you can stop being lazy and take 5 minutes to visit his profile. Oh, subscribe too! No account? get one.

hahahahaha! sounds like i'm promoting him or something. (lalalala~)

well, i gotta go now. Have to wash my hair and do my English compo on Genetically Modified Food which was due today! o: better get started on it or else i'll die (well, maybe not but you get the point)

shall update to you people-people if i can go online tomorrow.
what's up tomorrow?

-PE lesson, most likely 2.4km run (aw~.~)
-English Oral Exam (for eoy, nervous!)
-gna buy a pale blue skirt with Naqiah. (for beylos outings, $20. huhu)
-plan for my tutoring session on Friday.

once again,
i say if you have free time
do listen to the lovely boy living in the U.S

<3>

2009-06-10T02:47:00.003+08:00

hoho. this is a totally random photo.
that describes my current feelings/emotions.
what are your views on it?

i'm listening to a song by a korean band ; 2AM
i love them. i particularly like this guy with the glasses.
go and google on them and look for the guy wearing the specs.
won't be great stress for you people, there are only 4 members in the group
and there is only one bespectacled guy.

love is just a word that we all use
& hope that it would permantly engraved in our very own vocabulary.
<3

back. happy yet devastated

2009-06-06T13:12:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

actually my initial plan was to update a bit the day of my trip,
but i din have time to. aww.

well, i'm not in my room. stoning/lazing/pigging/relaxing/thinking/stressing o:

stressing? why?
cause it's so superbly HOT ! the weather is gna give me a heat stroke.

hmm, so i promise i will update tomorrow on the 1st day of the trip.
with pictures! :D

with truck loads of love,
Nabilah/Sugarpop/foodfanatic/JellyLady/Agent Obor-Obor Lapan/swirls/bluecotton-/
<3

2009-05-26T23:47:00.002+08:00

okay, im like rushing.
why? cause i was supposed to off my laptop like half an hour ago.

ohyeah, wanted to blog bout drama today and what's gna happen in a day's time.

shall just blog bout the last session of drama for this term.
oh! let me just inform that this post will have NOOOOO photos, cause im rushing.

o:

today we had the last session of drama of the term and with the senior-seniors and also our beloved trainers.

it was pretty sad, loads of speeches, hopes and expectations.

this last session, we played games ; improvisation games.
(which i have no time to explain. :x)

thats about it, the summarised version of my supposed-to-be long post dedicated to ELDDS.

hmmmmmmm, aft drama went home and took my psp mem card.
grrrrrrrrr, had no freaking games and had TurkMan to dl some games into my psp for tomorrow.

well, tomorrow the sec 3E & 3Ns are having the humanities trip and my class get to be the one's 'incharge' so Naqiah and I are posted to be in the same station and we figured we would get totally and utterly bored.

so we planned a mini picnic(consisting of food items that were bought today and drinks that will be bought tomorrow morning before we leave for the destination) and we agreed to bring entertainment which is her DS and my psp.

ohhhhh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERWIN.

thats about it, will update tomorrow.(i promise!)
hopefully with some photos. :D
<3

photos

2009-05-24T20:00:00.003+08:00

my cousin (Tyqah Bulzay,[rmb her? look at the previous post] ), sleptover at my house ytd till today.
we took some photos. :D

okay wait, i'll upload them for you all to see. *beams widely*

had something to blog bout,
but it suddenly vanished from my brain. o:
well, when it comes back into my mind.

i'll blog bout it. i have things to do now.

brb, lovelove.

$49.90

2009-05-23T20:13:00.003+08:00

Tyqah Bulzay, presenting my orange hoodie.

whr did i get it? at uniQlo.

who got it for me? my mom.

why? because we're going away soon and the weather there is pretty cold.

how much is it? read my title.

what colour is it (for those who are colour-blind)? its orange.

who is this Tyqah Bulzay? my cousin, according to my mother..

what song am i listening to now? We Made you - Eminem

okay, thats about it. just wanted to show off my new piece of cloth that i own.

TYQAH BULZAY ROCKS !!

LOVELOVE.

Will update again later.

secrets.

2009-05-22T17:52:00.001+08:00

i'm on facebook now. doing some random quizzes.

o:

then my mom went into the room and asked me bout my results.
i told her that we din get most of our papers back and today we got back SS
she then asked : How much did you get?

i replied : Just passed.

then she said : So i guess the 'studying' you did wasn't enough right?

then a lecture went out...with some extra discouraging/upsetting chunk in the middle of the talk.

Another 6 more days, & she can't help but trying to make me guilty/cheerless.
well, it worked. Now i'm totally not in the mood of going on holiday.
why couldn't she have waited till after the trip? why dishearten me now?
Just because you've been having some squabbles with CR.

okay, i admit that i was rude to you at times.
& i do side on other people but you. but how could you have said that you feel no love for me?

i side others because i feel what they've said is true. I don't want to resort to lying just to make it seem that your wrongs are right when they're not. You always told me not to lie anw.

tell me, if i don't love you. why would i bother to continue talking to you/replying your texts/calling you when i get back/not eating, in hopes that you would cook for me?

you keep saying that i keep eating because i'm stressed that is so NOT true.
I eat because i really din eat in school.

& now i'm sitting here typing this post, trying to keep my composure.
i don't wish to shed tears.

you keep comparing me to yourself back in yours days, but this is now and futhermore, i wasn't even born back in your days.

How can you compare when things have already changed over the past decade(s) of your/my life?

Nevertheless, i'll keep trying hard. Hoping that i won't disappoint you.
But the next time you see my results and if they're good.
It won't be because of those 'encouraging' words you gave me, that helped me achieve it.

It will purely derive on how you totally dejected my feelings just to see my grades go better,
It will be fueled by the way you compared me to others.

I remember something you said just now and many times in the past : "Have you spared a thought for me? "

though, i din ans you then. i'll ans you now, "Mom, I always have."

well, love love.

crush

2009-05-20T19:44:00.003+08:00

so so sorry for the small font.
i personally find it cute, but i shall change the font size a bit bigger.

happy now? :D

today was marking day. i had no plans, so i invited WK to come to my house.
we were hanging out.
then he showed me a photo of his crush and the story behind it.
& in return i told him out my special someone and we both rated each other's crush lowly.

it was sort of ironic.

2 people that are below average refusing to accept the 2 of us that are average maybe a bit above average.

okay, currently i'm thinking of a hundred and one ways to get my mind of this egoistic crush of my from my head.

well, if you're wondering who he is.. you'll have to ask me personally.

hahaha. well, lovelove.
i only have an hour plus to waste on the net.

<3

Green with Envy

2009-05-19T17:24:00.002+08:00

i was passing through some blogs and i found His blog.

guess my reaction.

go on.......

hmmm, my reaction was...

oh, his blog. nothing special.

yeah right!!!!!!

i was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
then haha haha ha.

okay, if my reaction was like that then what is up with the title to this post right?

well, i was reading through his blog and i got seriously sad.
it's like, he doesn't notice me.

i mean, come on. i'm not that hard to see. & i think i made a good first impression.

well, tomorrow's wednesday. still no plans. awwww.

LOL/. invite me out someone, anyone. ok, maybe not anyone. o:
i'll update later. bye.

2009-05-18T15:12:00.002+08:00

ohmygosh.
well, struggling on POA ytd was worth it. (to a certain extent) the paper was manageable (not!) i so wasn't prepared for the concept and my balance sheet wasn't balanced at all. rofl. ytd, a lot of people were being sensitive to me & some were insensitive.

oh ya, ONE MORE PAPER TO GO !
but it's gna be a struggle again. Food & Nutrition, goodness.
11 chapters in one day, no biggy. o:

there's no food at home !!
i guess i'll have to starve, i hope it doesn't kill me. haha!
i think most people will be thinking, 'yeah right...you should do it more often !'

wednesday will be marking day.
i have no plans.
*hint* don't get it? come closer.
i'll make sure my screams will be loud enough, for you and the president of Hawaii to hear.

well, i'm off to study or maybe 'study'

:D <3

p.s : i promise to upload more photos and have moreeeeee interesting updates.

ohmygoodnessgracious.

i forgot to tell you people. i went out with Naqiah and Nash to get H's prezzie.
it is so freaking cute and there are three parts to the present.
& one particular part of the prezzie took us like 30 minutes to choose the best one,
that hopefully H will love and appreciate very very much. Haha!

it was fun.

& i actually believed Nash when he said that TampOne had Toys R' Us at the highest floor.
grrrrrr!
made me SO excited for nothing.
it broke my heart~

LOL ! i know , i know. you all don't care. Heartless people, or shall I say..... Aliens !

OH P.P.S : CALLING OUT TO DESIREE ANG LI JUN.
WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
TELL ME ASAP. BEFORE MY MONEY RUNS DRY. O:

that is all, for now. *beams widely*
love love.